Limbo lower now...

Did any of you all out there play the limbo stick game at the roller rink when you were little? Am I completely dating myself? Who cares, I loved me some roller rink and some limbo when I was young. Anyway, my obvious choice of metaphor here leaves me feeling a lot less like pulling on a pair of ugly brown rental skates and more like pulling a blanket over my head and disapearing for eternity. For months I have been so excited to get started inseminating in January of 2010, and now the whole situation just seems like I'm in..well...limbo.

I've taken the advice of you lovely internets and have searched the sibling donor registry and have come up with nada. The donor used for PooMan is not on any registry, and Cally Cy.rob.ank. has told us that they've checked for available samples from previous purchasers and of course their are none. This whole thing is leaving me feeling despondent. Instead of being focused and excited on starting this process in two months, now I have no idea what's going to happen with timeline, with donor,  etc... it's frustrating.

I guess that's why I haven't been posting as much. It's completely so un-fun to bitch online, but if that's all you're feeling, it's hard not to go there. I know I need to have patience with myself, with Chefy, with the process. It's just a matter of time before this all happens, that's all.

In fact, writing this had made me feel a little better. Maybe I should try to find a rink around here that does a limbo game and take PooMan. Strap on those skates, mister.